Saturday, December 19, 2009
The most important relation in one's life.They are ones who may have similar thinkin or maybe totally dissmilar yet will understand you.They will share your sorrows more than your joys.People who can go blah blah if you are bored.People who make you smile at the oddest times and whose absence makes your eyes swell with tears.Who will never be short of time...But a life is very short a time for friends...
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
SOM........
Undettered unscathed stood she
Everything was clear
The strength of material
Was all that would appear
How much was the grief
No yard could stick
But this vision of it
Was the only tick
In a matter of minutes
Monuments can tumble
But the passion that burns
Will never rumble
She could not just could not
erase all so soon
For she was still grateful
To the mighty moon
Insane she was for others
Childish is she for many
Yet she only could decipher
The code of any
That which led to cheers
That which led to patience
That which does no harm
That which soothes the conscience
It is the blemishes
That embellish life
And make the joys
in it a rife.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
.................Awaiting rest
Every Inch of the soul
Is inflicted by pain
How can someone be so void
And think everything in terms of gain.
Tore apart the soul
And basked into a pool
For it could not understand
Yet yet continue to drool.
The absence of cheers
And the presence of the rain
At least makes me realise
Not everything has been drained
Just cheering for the day that comes
And seeing its sunshine
I dont have any qualms left
Shifted into a mine
Shall stay in the mine
Counting the days to rest
Far unknown to anyone
Will sleep in this nest..
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
............Gone with the wind
It is a matter of years in reality
And then there would be dust
These years I seek to coat
With the paint of immortality.
Can I spread across my wings
And shelter the ones forlorn
Can I guard the peace
Of each house and its string
Can i be the voice
That creeps into the soul
Can i be thr drum
That silences every noise
For there's a limit to all
And I shall be gone with the wind
To an island unbound
With the no exit permit
Before its that late
I have a small wish
To fill in colors of life
On each and every gate,
Blesseth I am that I can here
To cheer for nature and its elf
Have loads of work to be done
Before the self begins to tear.
..............still bound to the sea.
A life may be led by principles
Yet unbound is the heart
Which cant see any syllable
In the earthly dearth.
It calms down the ego
Takes away the pride false
For it is deaf and dumb
Just like the walls
It makes one insane
Yet relieves all the pain
It teaches you life's beauty
Is beyond any gain
It makes anger vanish
And banishes all thoughts
It craves for only the cheers
Even in any drought
It makes you understand
Your inner self
For it is the soul curry
of life's delph
...................Taken to their grave
Dreams that existed have turned into myths
That haunt me in every darkness I grope
They laugh and play around me
Shaking me of my only hope
They snatch my identity
And play with my conscience
Which I shattered beyond measure
By my own patience
Is impatience a crime
Or trust an excuse
For people misuse both
Causing many a bruise
The bleeding heart
Cries in vain
For the hurt I embossed
Deep within the pain
The smiles of yesterday
Faded away in a second
And the ghosts started haunting
Still she did not amend
The belief was strong
Yet the trust was shaken
By the voice in disgust
Which had her mind taken
She could not pour her heart
To her near and dear
Far scared was she
About all realistic peers
She lay in an ocean of thoughts
Which drank all her tears
As she made a resolve
To combat all
It’s a promise to her self
That had to evolve
That she will forgive and forget
All except the resolve
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
A lifetime of love.............Parents are eternal friends................
Each moment spent with you ,Is a lifetime in itself,A life full of sweetness,More than any fruit I ever knew.
I love you for your smile,That taught me to laugh,And which is the only cheer,When I have to walk a mile.
I love you for your kindness,That taught me to love,And which is the only reason,I learnt what is forgiveness.
I love you for your faith in me,That taught me trust,And which is why I trust all,As they are all like me.
I love you for honesty,That taught me what is truth,And which is the only whip,I get from my conscience.
I love you for teaching me,That made me distinguish,And which is the only vision,When I grope in the dark.
I love you for your love for me,That made me love,And which is the reason,That I will be always happy.
Oh Mom and Dad,I love you a lot !!!!...Lot then what I feel..For its eternal love which I got from you and I cannot measure it just like Eternity...
Everyone is precious in his/her own way..............
Days of lethargy
Were great on their own
For they taught me one thing
Never try disown
Never try disown
your own mistake
As they are still your creations
So you have a stake
Never try disown
Your own language
For it thought you to convey
due to which you gauge
Never try disown
Your own land
For you are alive
By kicking its sand
Never try disown
Your own home
For there lay the memories
Of every joy and moan
Never try disown
Your own conscience
for it in itself knows
Your every art and science
Never try disown
Your own friends
For you owe them everything
That never ends
Never try to disown
Your own soul
For you are an universe
A part of the whole.
Friday, March 27, 2009
The bethroned princess
The bethroned princess
She could not stare Nor could she give an air
For the passerby’s the story they would not buy
It needed guts Many if’s and but’s
For the way she chose she did chew her dose
Shattered was she Yet unscathed was she
For she knew the path was not difficult aftermath
Childlike was she The only thing close to HE
She was the princess,was the only thought in distress
She could not rest in peace when all humans were a piece
Wasn’t she entrusted the work how could she be a jerk
The pity evolved into love,That which was as pure as the white dove
Love for the children Who were in this den
The den of a lion who used to dine
On the flesh ,the flesh of mankind
She had to rescue,And she had to be true
To the unknown faith ,That she relied till date
Everything was a mess which was veiled by a dress
She had to search ,The light in the mighty birch
There HE was watching with trust he was waiting
For her victory ,HE was writing the poetry
The song of love That HE sung as a lullaby
For the bethroned princess to sleep to eternity.
She dozed off into paradise,Which was her prize
The father was still singing, And the birds began chirping.
(HE refers to Almighty)Tuesday, March 24, 2009
...............................The eternal beauty
The dazzling frocks
All in one
Made me envy
The glory of sun
The steps they take
Without any noise
Makes me realize
The harshness of my voice
The abundance beneath
Is astounding
For I smell no stink
As long as I am standing
The buds of joy
Tell their tale
On a starry night
The mind ails
The song of nature
Puts me to sleep
And the dreams of the flowers
Makes me weep
I wish I was the leaf
With the green frock
And could sing the song
That would make everyone rock
I wish I was the water
That is so selfless
And could cheer to every tale
In a night endless
Alas!!I can only make a wish
It’s the soul that has to beckon
And hear to every voice
And dance in rejoice
..........................................................the way ahead.
The mind drifted away
In a chaos of its own
From being the dictator
To being the clown
It had been seized
By a natural force
Which was repelled by everyone
Yet within was the source.
It climbed on a roof
To sing the songs of joy
For it was blind
To the world’s ploy
It wanted to be aloof
And yet be in a state
Of the awe and bliss
That were its bait
It sew all the threads
Of memories in one
To make a shield
Against the sun.
The shield was colorful
Yet colorless was the barrier
For the colors were invisible
In the absence of the carrier.
It now understood
How memories fade away
When the colors pour
All along the way
It began to cheer
For all those were near
As life taught it a lesson
That it had to rear.
Its not pride
Nor is it the stride
Its not Glory
Not even the journey
Its not beauty
Not even the duty
It is not the joy
Not even the ploy
It is the most simplest form
The speech that binds us together
The speech of the senses
That churns the world in every weather.
One who hears the dreams
One who sees the rhythms
He is the gifted soul
For enlightenment he fathoms.
............................................................implicitly revealed.
The unknown truth hurts all
When explicit does it become
Every anger of ones mind
Rips the final outcome
When emotions run away
Making the island dry
Does the bell of joy
Also utter a cry.
The coat on one’s voice
Is hardly heard by the other
For when rhythms dance
One hardly bothers.
Far feeble is the man
Who thinks he is great
For he stays alone forever
In an endless wait.
Innocence is a crime
In each and every toil
It gets torn by everyone
In an endless turmoil.
When the veil is unleashed
The soul speaks
It understands the story of the myth
And the glory of itself.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Finance internals done...Hmm wanna write something about school.The life I adored so much..My first school friend,Sumita.I hardly remember anything about primary except dance classes and friendship with Sylvia and two wonderful souls(there were not humans).Then I had Infant who used to fight with me in maths,one of my very good friends today and far better in maths than I am now.Maddy and me were friends cum rivals...All used to think we were rivals but we never felt so.Then there was Manjunath..who used too always lend me notes...and used to attend all my birthdays.There was Prashant who used to call me Rajdhani express.(we attended subramaniam's in 10th and he had to run to keep my pace).Prabu,I fooled all my batchmates in somaiya tellling he is my twin bro...Rupali...a close pal..Sonali,my partner in crime....Nimesh my sweet bro..we used to break almost anything at home...
The teachers......Cant count them all....Nirmala miss..my best friend...Radha miss...she brought a big change in me..Elizabeth miss...her smile showed her faith in me...Sister Bridget...i loved playing scrabble with her...Alles miss..the most innocent teacher of my life....
People whom I will remember for a lifetime..
Friday, March 20, 2009
Welcome to my world ..The world where there are evergreen orchids which never wither away.
Started the blog just a couple of days back and posted some poetry.One of my friends suggested i write something.So started scribbling......
The journey so far....
Still afresh is the day 18th august when I started for Infy.For a world unknown..When I reached The mysore gate,I met two wonderful people who have become great friends.Came to my roomin hostel 26 to find a nice roomie..I love MTV and Zoom thanks to her.. Then,Fr4 made me reconfirm my faith on humans that you always find good people in this world.Awesome ppl.that batch of 120.Only I wish I can name all of them here..Never felt i was away from home.Made me laugh all the times. be it the compree or any of the trips..the Coorg trip,or the mysore dassera or the vandikapil temple or the chamundeswari temple or the Mysore roads..Still cherish every trip made by bus 116.Friends taught me cycling.I had learnt it before and had forgotten.Fell nearly 15 times during my stay.tried learning french but bunked all the classes..Never went to gym inspite of being enrolled in it for 4 months.And how can i forget kalaripattu...
Then was the departure for pune infy campus..
Got into one of the networking projects.A project which again made me realise that people always stay the same.Only situations change.Great spirit @ JPIMS..Got a couple of new friends and sweet roomates in Pune (Roseland stay)Enjoyed cooking at home..Got a great teatime friend who still is in Infy..Got to know some friends who cherish work than anything else..Could not have expected better managers than the ones for Juniper..But resigned in may 2008 and joined Symbiosis Institue of International Business.(Div A)..Fundoo ppl..see my language has changed..tx to experiences...What shld I say for my roomies...They rock and so does our Room 506.(sleeping is our hobby 1) next is chatting,movies and last but not the least reading finance.As I write this,I remember I have a test scheduled this sunday......
.................A memoir
Every single word enriches me
Makes me treasure each moment
It teaches me the way of life
In each and every strife.
It makes me understand
How ruthless I can be
To decipher every moment
And make it lose its glow.
There is so much of beauty
In the unknown
Yet how keen I am in stealing it
Making it forgo its stealth
There is charm in the bane
For it makes us realize the pain
That carves the thoughts
Which otherwise would have rot.
I question the calmness above
What is that blessed means
Is it just enduring the pain
Or the joy of every rain
And I hear a voice
That says it all
It’s the pain where the seeds are sown
For the everlasting joy that is borne.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
The dispute
......paves the path ahead
The dispute of the day Is still in a fray On the era that dwells with an aura on self.
It tracks each one and leaves none To the hands of fate an destiny
It labours hard like the tip of the sword Not budging with life and death
It draws its coil and makes it toil For it has to essay A billion odd lives
It grows in the weed And lays its seed On the tree behemoth And the weed beneath
It makes people feel Abt the world's drill To grind each one Into its mill
Its coins happiness And for some sadness But it is always says a tearful farewell
It makes the tree Shed the leaves and the bee It makes each decision That rules the world
It is onmipresent And the sense of it unduly resent For it we survive The wordly hasseles.
It coins the morrow It seals the borrow Of present and future it drools the nature
.........................The aftermath of sorrow
Why is the chillness killing me Why is the heat of the issue boiling me
Why am i getting into a vessel which is half-baked by every hassle
Is the pain bearable Will the soul rip apart With a bang
That happened Yesterday far far drifted away
Into the shines of the world, Can it find solace
For the hurt that paved, Silently with a pace
The silence mourned Into an uncrowned moan
It sank sank deep into the ocean calming its groan
It wrote the pain with the stain Still unwiped its heart dried
Like a leaf that lost its green in a heavenly stride
It cried on fate and destiny both bound it with their penny
Yet it was free to think ,to think about the event forlorn
Loud bells rang and it woke,to find all was a realityA unruly thing,
That will be past in a days identity
The weight was hard to bear ,still it was to tear
Into a rubbish full of sorrows ,That bind its morrow
It got up and counted the stars in the night
That threw up the starry nite
All in vain,It was not able to reconcile the pain...
................................The aftermath of jaipur bomb blast
..............The thirst of mankind
Took a paper laid
On a rock table
Images of a tiny bicycle
was the trade
The rider was gone to a world
unknown to many
As a carriage of human vices
Exploded out of a cone
The horns of the cycle
Were invisible to all
As they got drenched
With the stains of man's debacle
A debacle of his own self
That was a spectator of his doom
A cannibal who is a victim Of his own shelf
A minute error
Causes civilizations to blaze
Which brings all to daze
Into an endless furor
He who slays
Never does his conscience reconcile
With his own self
Even afer innumerable days
Its not a human
Thats blown apart
Its a race-the human race
That is being shun
Shun by its deeds
And actions that last
As pain in memories
own as seeds.
Its the act
That brings the fate
To stand undivided
For the fall pact
Why are the blue clouds
not dear Than the land so dusty clear
For the fight of posession
Which is more near
Why does a heart feel so glad
For the flesh of its own
Cant it find the similarity
Of its own and own clad
Is the essence of blood
More sweet than the flowers
For the sake of which
Tears flow as flood
Is the value of affection
A mere compassion
In front of the endless woes
Of bombs and battles
Is the music of life
A bane to one's ears
That it gets slashed
By its own peers
Does the rhythm of water
Be heard in the sinking weeps
Of a mothers loss of her
That echoes from the site of slaughter
Does mankind serve a witness
To its own grave
That is being dug under him
Without a mist of senses
Will the thirst of fame
And possessions of life
Be quenched By drinking
The blood of the same ........................The thrust of the thirst
....................The destiny
Action seeks bliss Of one and all
It is hardly ever a missTo see it everywhere
It paves its way And creates a zeal
That to this day Has been the earth's wheel
It keeps changing Rampantly and steadily
For it keeps diving With a unknowing surge.
It steals the show And still it is unknown
For it hardly knows its glowThat it leaves on all
It churns out events And makes us count on hem
Still it's own amendment Puts all our plans in a fray
It makes us sweatIn the sulturing heat
And it makes our eyes wet When we reap it.
It takes us for a merry go round And still brings us to square one
If we are not bound By it and its pace
It brings smile When there is a mile to walk
As it makes us race in the aisle Having faith on itself
It gives us faith And the courage to Endure
the days weight With a sight on tommorrow
Beauty of life
Life is a strife,
As sharp as a knife,
Maybe we have to travel miles,
Let it be with smiles.
Immersed in this ride,
We forget our stride,
Unwillingly we strive,
for the worldliness we derive.
Far ahead of all race,
Lays the man's pace,
still it trods to darkness,
With utter eagerness.
We try to reason
even the future of the sun
But by creating this prison
We teach our lesson.
Those who seek leisure
And define it pleasure
Shall not know the value of toil
That enriches the soil.
Both the ends
Are near the bends
That shackle the mankind
To the death of its mind.
Rage or sorrow
You may not borrow
But if you share either
You will end up with neither.
Pleasure or pain
Are never in vain
They make a change
That defines our range.
Seeking life's treasure
Is a big thing to measure
For life itself is a treasure
That we need to seizure.